Lunukin

At the top of the peak Stands loneliness and defeat Stomping away at your fingers That desperately lingers On that God forsaken ledge If only you could brace that edge And come back to what was once called life

The day had been such a nice one this far. No stupid servants who had bothered him. No work. Just peace. Of course that wouldn't last. Eligos sighed and looked up as he heard a sound. His door materialized itself and soon after it was opened. In came Sitri, moving like water as usually. But something was off. More edgy. The movements felt hard. "We have a problem." Sitri said, the voice that came out was stern. Behind the beautiful demon came Dantalion, his shifting appearance showed the same confusion as Eligos. He quickly created two chairs for his guest and sat down himself. "So what's the catastrophe?" he asked. He had never seen Sit

A cold breeze made its way through the room from the open window. Without even a glance in that direction Cassiel closed it with a slight movement of the wrist. He didn't want to move. Before him lay a small child in her bed. She was sleeping, her golden locks spread over the pillow like a halo. Tonight it was his duty to watch over her. He had to pull a lot of strings to be able to get this opportunity, usually angels of his rank didn't have to do guardian duty. But he had wanted this. “Huh?” A voice made him look up. In the door there stood a man. A man Cassiel had known for quite a while now. Of course the man couldn't see h

Cassiel yawned while he stretched his back which made his wings shudder. He had overslept, as usual. It wasn't easy being an angel, not even at his rank. Never was he allowed to rest. “Cassiel, don't you have more important things to do than sleep? We don't even need to sleep at all!” A much taller and respectful angel stood beside him, his arms crossed. “But it's so nice to sleep on clouds”, Cassiel whined. The older angel sighed and shook his head. “Why do you have to be so stereotypical all the time?” “Because the humans trust you much more if you behave like they think you should.” Cassi

”You know, you will ruin Hell's reputation if you let the humans see this.” Dantalion looked up, a bit annoyed, from the screen. Before him stood one of the most beautiful beings there is, draped in light robes. The demon moved gracefully towards him with a slight smile. ”Oh, it's you Sitri.” Dantalion sighed, his face quickly changing into a perfect mirror of the other demon. ”Humans will stop fearing Hell if they knew there is internet here”, continued Sitri with a nod towards the tablet in Dantalion’s lap. “Well, it's a big difference between what I have and what the dead can have.”

Every day the same thing Every day the same control Never being free Never letting go But one week a year I'm free For seven short days I can be me The whole year I sleep I go through life As if in a trance Always controlling myself But those few days I'm unstoppable In the heat of the summer I'm finally me Soaring like a bird Vibrating with life The rest of the year is a dream And this is my time

Here I go again Always someone new Never resting Always testing Trying out for love But isn't friendship nice? Where is everyone now If I could just allow A friend to stay a friend Without it being more But say those three tiny words And my heart is flying like the birds Again Over and over Who am I without you...?

Joy The happiness in my heart Pieces falling into place Finally For the first time in months I'm happy When the one leaves my life Two others come The love The longing Even when I'm just a room away And worse when there's an ocean between My heart Is filled with new love And hope The future looks bright at last I love you so much

What is this pain I feel? What is this tumor that is growing around my heart? Weariness, sadness, hopelessness I never wanted to feel like this My love, it's not your fault I promise you that You never did anything to do this To twist this knife inside me The sky, high above, is crying with me As I sit in the window The raindrops hitting the glass With a force I would never dare to use The scream inside of me is getting louder I wish someone would hear me I am alone, surrounded by friends My smile hides everything While my heart keeps longing for something that doesn't exist

I miss you so much I miss your warmth And the sound of your voice I miss your lips against mine I hate that you're not here but there I don't trust the people there I don't trust what they do I can't trust that you'll be okay Every time I watch you go My heart breaks again To not know when you're coming back Aches in my heart and draws tears from my eyes I wish you were here I wish you were here all the time To hold me when I'm sad and broken To love me with all your heart like I love you